Early works 2010-2012, Hindsight & Artist Disclaimer
Throughout the beginning of the film there is language about “blue eyes.” I was unaware at the time, in 2010 at the age of 23, to the discussion of eye color as a topic of race and a racial signifier - and eye color as a possible signifier of supremacy and desire. In the time of creation, my use of the eyes and their color were used in relation to the manic "crazy eye" that can occur during psychosis, and in relation to my mentally ill sibling with the same family eye-color, the eyes we share (and might potentially share or in fear share, during psychosis). The eye as an object - was the purpose. This ultimately exposes, the white knowledge paradigm at the time of making of the subject/artists/film.. Many years later, the possible implications triggers of "blue eyes" and its context within the whole spectrum of American culture is now very much recognized by the makers.